jLoink

here i go again

stuck with thoughts

of how my life was going on

it has been quite a long time

since i got hold of myself

as i seemed to lose control

and let myself fall once again

i admit i got hurt 

but i know that's the road i chose.

it may not be the wisest decision

but i realized it made me grow

at some point in my life

i'm filled with regrets and what-ifs

i know i would have done something better

i know i could have been someone smarter

yet should these moments not pass

i won't be able to see that part of me

how i'd react, face the conflict and work hard

and maybe the what-ifs may rise again

it's with moments like these

that i come to get in touch with myself

i discover new things about me

unravel my hopes and my fears

at this very moment

i know i'm not yet done

but it feels good to be drawn closer

to this place i'd openly call home.