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pag wala kay'y hinahanap

pag nariyan balewala

bawat sandali'y pangarap

na sana'y makasama ka

aking sinisigaw

sa sarili kong mundo

tanging nais ay ikaw

sana mahal mo rin ako

kailan malalaman

ang tugon ng iyong puso

nagbabakasakali

na hanap mo rin ako

*wala lang. one of the poems i made this march.

Just when I thought everything’s fine
Just when I thought you will be mine
Reality struck me and made me see
That you’re never really meant for me

Since the first time I saw you
A different smile – a good one – never left my face
I didn’t realize that I’ve fallen for you
Until I got hurt because you already belong to somebody else

Maybe you’re the reason behind my fear of loving again
Because I am afraid of getting hurt once again
I’m taken aback with the thought of falling in love
And wake up to the reality that I’ll fail just the same

It won’t be good to blame you for my misery
After all, all that you did was just smile at me,
Consider me as your friend, no more, no less
And live to belong to someone else.

***Hi Guys! Panibagong *doink* poem to , sana nagustuhan niyo… Hirap pala ng inlove! asarrr... kaya di na ako inlove... hehe

December 19, 2005

daydreaming
you always leave me hanging
on the thoughts of you and me together
like we're gonna stay forever
i really like you
that's a fact
no questions asked
leave it like that
please stay
i don't want you to go away
i don't want myself to go astray
without you i won't last a day
you are the one
the one i love
the one i need
the one i would want to spend my life with
obsession? maybe
but i am not ashamed of this
i am even proud that i am feeling this
because of you there's always bliss
i am sorry to disappoint you
but i am another woman who's into you
but because i always see and hear you
you never failed to keep me from the blue
the looks, so irresistable
the charms, barely inescapable
you make me insatiable
in love, i would once again fall
the distance between us
won't stop my heart from this gush
just the thought of you makes me blush
that if i'd see you, to you i'd rush

*waaaah! daydreaming yung una kong nasulat kahit gabi na... basta! gumagawa ako ng pang-wallpaper na puro pics ni Champ, walang parehas... hehe, adiktus ba? peace tayo Halers! tsaka sa mga may crush/love/like kay Champ and sa band... wootwoo!!! peace ulet!

Hello! Never in my life have I experienced something like this
And everytime you play your songs, I can’t help but feel such bliss
Like the feel of your songs that express happiness, peace and a good feeling
Extraordinary and inspiring, indeed a band worth hearing

Catching the attention of every woman in the crowd
Having a great passion for music and sound
Always a good man, a good friend, a good performer
Mesmerizing the people with a voice so cool and tender
People, he’s Champ, playing his part well, in the band called HALE.

Ready to rock? Wait coz there’s Roll
On the lead guitars he’s ready to get you on the floor
Like, I mean Love, that’s what I feel when he sang “Here Tonight”
Let your senses down, I’m sure you’d be asking for more, not just for a night

On the percussion part is Omnie Saroca
Main man responsible for the beats you can’t get over
Naks! Like magic, he gets everything under his control
It’s like he’s always ready to give out a rockin’ drum roll
Energetic and down-to-earth, some reasons why he’s worth the calls

Sheldon Gellada doing the bass duty
He’s not to be ignored because he’s not your average cutie
Every girl I talk with on the yahoogroups says you’re sexy
Little by little, I think I would really agree
Do you think Hale’s complete without you on bass?
Oh, don’t be too flattered, I think that’s really your ace
Not trying to talk too much but still getting the girls out of their place.

Hale’s really a band to listen to and look out for
Although formed just July 2004, the demand just keeps going on
Listing the word “melancholy” in our own vocabulary
Exceptional, simple yet striking, congratulations for entering the music industry!

Read carefully, the first letter in each stanza forms a word important to me…

**I made this poem especially for the band 18June2005... Fortunate enough, I was able to give each one of them a copy of my poem when I went to SM Manila to have Laurice's Hale CD signed (the same day)... I just hope natatandaan nila ako... I also felt happy kasi namukhaan pa ako ni Kuya Omnie when I had my CD signed during their Mayric's gig last June 8... They really are good people... Check (and buy) their album!

*sigh*

The first time I saw you
I blushed and smiled because you’re such a good view
when I told my friends I like you, they said,
“Oh we’re sorry, but he’s already taken”

There are times that I think about you
and I wish you’d think about me too
I want us to be together, but then
I realized, you’re already taken

No, don’t let me fall for you
it’s one thing I dare not do
not that it’s bad but, damn it!
I must accept the fact that you’re already taken.

*na-LSS kasi ako sa “The day you said goodnight” ng Hale, e di ba its last few lines were “She’s already taken...”, kaya yun. Produkto pa rin ng Mandaluyong, 052505.

Noong una pa lang na makita ka
iba na ang sayo’y aking nadama
napuno ang puso ko ng tuwa at kaba
at napahiling na sana ay muli kang makita.

Masaya ako nang muli tayong nagkasama
at mas natuwa nang malaman kong mananatili ka
binigyan mo ng buhay ang aking sarili
nang tumingin ka sa akin at ika'y ngumiti.

Alam na ng mga kaibigan ko na gusto kita
ikaw kaya, alam mo na ba?
napapaisip tuloy ako sa iyong madarama
at magiging reaksyon kapag nalaman mo na.

Sa ngayon, masaya ako dahil kaibigan kita
at komportable ako pag ika'y kasama
sana kahit malaman mong nagugustuhan kita
hindi ka mailang sa tuwing tayo'y magkikita.

Salamat sa iyo, sa mga ngiti mo
sa mga panahon na nagkakausap tayo
sa pagsama mo sa mga lakad ng grupo
'sa uulitin', yan ang nais kong sabihin sa 'yo.

*wehehe, isa sa mga tulang nabuo ko habang walang magawa sa Mandaluyong (052505)...

Look at me
Search in my eyes
This feeling for you
That refused to subside

Take my hand
Feel its warmth
And know that there’s passion
Within my heart

Listen to me
Read my lips
Understand every word
That you must never miss

Free me from this prison
Of despair and solitude
Accept me into your arms
And I promise I’ll be good

Let me into your life
Stand by me, be on my side
Don’t go out of my sight
Keep me in your heart and mind

Never let go of us
You know that I’d die
You’re the only one I’ll need
The only man that gives worth to my life

Hindi ko talaga alam kung bakit ang dami kong natatandaan tungkol sayo
Dahil ba matagal tayong nagsama?
Nagsalo ng pangarap at gumawa ng mga bagay na magpapasaya sa ating dalawa?

Siguro nga
Pero sumagi na ba ulit sa isip mo na isa ka sa pinakaimportanteng tao na bumuo sa akin?
Alam mo bang mas na-enjoy ko buhay ko dahil nakilala kita?
Kahit na alam kong puro sakit ng ulo ang isinukli ko sayo?

Siguro wala ka nang pakialam dun
Bigla ka kasing sumagi sa isip ko kaya ko naisip ang mga ‘yon.

Pero wag kang mag-alala,
Wala akong hinahangad pang iba.
Ang gusto ko lang malaman mo nagapapasalamat ako sa lahat ng sa akin ay dinulot mo.

At wag ka na ring mabahala,
Ang nararamdaman ko sa iyo’y lipas na.

My days feel so good
Everytime I think of you
Living this way keeps me from the blue
Drive me crazy, your ability, so true

Melancholy was never in my dictionary
Excitement dominated my life as a teen
Loneliness comes once in a while, but nothing to worry
Dreaming of you just makes me happy

Mesmerizing everybody, that’s what you’re good at
Energy and charm, just some of what you got
Lovable and nice, so natural of you
Did you catch everything that God showered you?

Most of the time you left me in awe
Ever thought how you make my eyes glow?
Like it or not, I’ve got a crush on you
Don’t take it too seriously please;

I got no intention of ruining the mood.

Read carefully… 25 feb

Seeing you today
Is a nice start, I could say
Took my blues away

You talking to me
Always make me feel happy
Dream come true to me

Thank God, you exist
The thought of you gave me bliss
Your smile I won’t miss

Haiku! 25feb